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Good and Bad

2010-03-07T17:50:00.002+08:00

Ok so i have some pretty good and bad news, for me anyways! I just found out that the Roland TD-4S is still in stock at Swee Lee which is awesome news! BUT! I have to work throughout my holidays to earn more money cause now i know it costs 2.4k OMG!

Well, its all worth is i guess. But then again after working 7 weeks its still not enough and i still have to save even more money. Like 700 more, unless someone buys my pool cue! Then WHEEEE i can buy it the minute i am done working 7 weeks and get my paycheck! Hopefully someone buys my cue.

2010-02-25T20:35:00.002+08:00

Don't really have much to post, life has been boring...really boring. People keep getting in my way in everything that i do. I feel so lazy and bored nowadays, like I'm turning into a Samuel Tan or something haha. Not saying that its bad, but sam is just lazy beyond me haha!

I have lots of friends but I am starting to wonder if my philosophy of balance should not apply to friends. Cause it seems that when u try to balance your friendships you just end up with lots of friends but not a single friend who will stick by you no matter what, take a bullet for you, defend you, be a shoulder to cry on, a person to share my burdens with and etc. you get the idea, I'm talking about a true friend.

So i guess its time to choose very carefully the friends i want to be with and be a true friend to them and just stick with them. I'm really starting to be very distant from God, maybe thats why i feel like i have not even one true friend. Well i have an exam tmr and im not studying at all firstly cause i have no mood, secondly i cant get any of it into my brain and i just hope i don't fail this module. I want nothing more nothing less.

I have also been very lifeless and emotionless except for anger which is like the emotion i get most of the time, which is really bad. I read Men's Health for like the first time today and decided to follow the diet and excercise regime inside. I tried the excercise earlier today and i gotta say i nvr pushed myself this hard before. I worked so hard that i felt extremely dizzy after the excercise and i could like only hear my heartbeat and other emphasized sounds around me.

It was completely weird and cool but at the same time i felt like i was gonna collapse on the floor and die or something.

2010-02-08T22:12:00.001+08:00

I wish this was just monday blues...but i highly doubt that. I have no idea what to do now and i just have no more mood to do anything. Ultimate ._. blank. Im not even looking forward to CNY anymore. Well Hayley, looks like its up to you to cheer me up! :/

When it rains~

2010-01-31T21:04:00.002+08:00

What an awesome day of tchoukball at sentosa yesterday. Although i got like burnt on my arms haha! It was sucha great experience of tchoukball. TP is imba, like serioulsy...OMGOSH!

Anyways i went to find kayhan, derek and calvin at Ion after tchoukball. They shopped like what the heck hahaha! Especially derek, he is nuts hahaha! i only bought two topman shirts which i find is an extremely good buy :)

Well i was at church today when all of a sudden i felt so tired and sick. I really did not want to go to cell, but thanks to Josh who dragged me there i went. Which i am so grateful to him, if it wasn't for him i would have not received healing in cell. So thanks JOSH although he wont see this haha!

2010-01-24T23:04:00.002+08:00

I wanted to post yesterday but blogger was being a bitch so i gave up.
Anyways yesterday was a really really weird day. I woke up at like 9 to go to a pool competition which i was supposed to win and get $120 to contribute to my drum set funds. But i didn't even qualify. I played so bad, i guess its cause of pride, complacency, overconfidence and me thinking i can win without God. Guess we all know how that worked out.

Well after a really humiliating morning of wasting my time, i went to town with Kay Han :) to shop for his stuff. We went down to Ion which is like a higher class version of Ngee Ann if you know what i mean ;D Anyways i led Kay Han into this store cause i thought the clothes inside were really nice. Turns out 1 plain but very nice on Kay Han shirt cost like $120. We were like WTF!? Well he was...i was more like WTH!? (Kay Han under influence of army = more vulgarities =P)

Then we were hungry so went down to the basement to look for food...and we found paradise!!! Seriously we came across this Japanese Dango store which served really nice Dango! We ate Mango, Green Tea, and Red bean paste covered Dango's!!! :D shall upload the pics soon! Oh Kay Han ate this fish like waffle with red bean paste filling which was oh sooooo nice! :D (I can feel the temptation LOL!)

Oh and not forgetting the two girls which i saw at ion who were totally freaking lipsmacking mind blasting head turning HOT! And the best part...they were shorter than me :O LOL! One was a singaporean in a dress, so pretty. And the other was this ang moh wearing a freaking low cut dress...nose bleed...seriously if she jump i think drop out...=P

Oh and on the way home...two girls that i didn't want around me were around me. When i went into the LRT these two bloody ah lians were like standing right in front of my face!!! I was like WTH!? The freaking LRT so much space why must stand in front of me...they still adjust their tank tops and bra's in front of my face!? o_o
The minute the door opened at Keat Hong i ran out and straight to my house elevator. LOL! I mean seriously... i may be in need of a girlfriend but im not that freaking desperate HAHAHA! :D

Selling my pool set!

2010-01-13T18:53:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone! I am selling my pool set to raise some money for Roland drum set which costs like 2k so please help me by advertising this to anyone and everyone thanks!

http://www.poolfanatic.com/forums/showthread.php?t=14329

2010-01-06T17:11:00.003+08:00

I thank God for trials and tribulations, through them we learn and grow. I thank God for opportunities, through them we understand ourselves better.

2010-01-03T21:39:00.001+08:00

I feel like im back in primary school. At least concerning the freedom part ._.

2010-01-02T12:29:00.001+08:00

I don't usually do new year resolutions but im trying it for a change. So i shall start small, with just 1. What is my new year resolution.

Do what God wants me to.

Simple yet it can be the toughest thing to do.
Hope i can follow and keep to it.

2010

2010-01-01T17:09:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody!!! Happy new year to all the peeps!!! :D
I have a great feeling about 2010, cause im turning 18 wooohooooo!!! So many great things are coming in the year 2010, like Church camp!!! :D

Started the year so wonderfully by spending a nice shopping spree day with my mum! I bought ALOT of stuff hahaha! I bought like 2 shirts from Dockers, 1 pants from dockers, 1 Levi's shoe, 1 Levi's Jeans and a Levi's belt! AWESOME!!! :D

Everything is worth like $650, but we spent like $400 which is still alot of money hahahaha! But everything was a good buy cause its all really nice. Especially the Levi's Jeans, finally a really nice black Jeans hahaha! Love Levi's! =D

Gym

2009-12-29T13:14:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. I don't really feel like posting now cause im very tired from gym. Some crazy uber fit guy taught us some super effective workouts today. My abs feel like their going to light aflame or something. ._.

Well yesterday was the christmas party, it was alright but i think it was too rushed. =/
Whole cell stayed over at Charlotte's house the day before. Had an awesome BBQ with lots of fun, joy and laughter. Went to Josiah's house to meet him. Watched Taken which is a totally awesome show. Went to Hillview Heights for the Christmas party to play games, eat, testimonies and enjoy each others company.

Thanks to Yong Chian for lending me the book Every Young Man's Battle. Shall start reading it soon. Very soon hahaha! Well i shall go bathe and rest after a tiring morning of gym. BYE!

2009-12-23T11:39:00.004+08:00

WOAH! I had the weirdest dream like ever hahaha! I dreamt that i was in a very grand prom where everyone was like so nicely dressed up and stuff. Then while i was just hanging around this brunette in a yellow dress came up to me and helped me straighten my tie. Then she said...lets stay be together.

My dream was weird cause its like i was living as someone else cause (this might be very funny but wtheck) I dun remember being so tall hahaha! Its like in my dream i was someone else completely. Like for my dream i was living in the view of someone else. So cool! Sort of like Avatar.

Then as i progressed on into my dream things started to get weird. Like my ex-girlfriend or smthing was not happy i was with that girl and she went up on stage trying to do smthing. Then I left that area but when I looked back my current girlfriend was gone. So i started looking everywhere for her. When i found her she tried to run away from me.

I thought it was something i did, but actually its cause she has to migrate to Rome. (At this point of time it felt very real to me so i cried) So now i know how it feels like to be in this kind of situations cause of a dream. Cool dream, nice experience. Maybe i dreamt this cause i saw too much drama yesterday haha!

Back From Youth camp!

2009-12-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

Alright Youth Camp was so great cause its my first and i got to plan it hahahaha! It was so much fun. Not to mention it was an emotional roller coaster. I got so much closer to my friends, made some new ones and I am also much much much closer to God! To God be the glory! :D

Anyways i just came back from another awesome day out with church friends. Went to westmall to watch Avatar which is awesome btw hahaha! Personally i think its better than Lord of the Rings which is like my favourite movie ever if you didn't know haha!

After that, went to town and got christmas presents! :D
Very tired now...so CHAO OUTSIDE!!! LOL =D

Youth Camp!!! :D

2009-12-12T21:15:00.003+08:00

Yay youth camp!!! Youth camp is coming real soon and im extremely excited. Cause its my first and also im part of the committee who planned it. Its gonna be awesome!!! :D

Anyways...on thur Hong Bin, Darren and Ernest came over to my house to complete our video making project! I think the video is dam funny! I really enjoyed working on it and watching the final product at the end. They decided to stay over cause it was so freaking late and we still had alot to do. In the end we had to stay up till 4 am to finish our work. Which means only 2 hrs of slp. -.-

After the presentation i was extremely happy cause all the stress just fly away!!! =)
Even though i still have an Astats paper on thur, im alrdy in the holiday mood. So i went to stay over at Calvin's house but instead of staying over at his house we actually went over to Cavell's house for poker. We played poker until 4 am, then i couldn't take it so i fell asleep unintentionally LOL! I learned so much more about poker from Isaac, Derek and Andreas...not so much from Lemuel HAHAHAHA! =)

Happily but very restlessly took 143 back to Calvin's house and slept, no no. More like knocked out until 3 hahahaha! Then woke up and played LoL hahahaha! Anti-climax. Oh i almost forgot, i was dam surprised when i saw Justin at Cavell's house ytd...but at the same time very delighted. My first church friend that i knew won't stay awake past 11 hahaha! So much has changed...I'm lovin' it hahahaha! Im living in the present, enjoying the memories of the past and looking forward to the future. First church friend FTW!!!

I love you ZHOU!!!! If not for you i dunno what i will be doing now...REALLY! THANKS SO MUCH for that church camp! :) That sounded so gay hahaha, but i really needed to say it :)

Have not posted sucha long post in sucha long time =)

2009-11-30T09:25:00.003+08:00

See that ^ thats how i feel...completely bored! D:

So much school work im bored of it. Now in NP blogging while waiting for my friend. I feel so UGH!!! When people are having fun...loads of fun...my exams are coming. And i cant even go for youth camp like the full youth camp. I know at least i can go for the last 2 days but still...maybe i should learn to appreciate what i have more than whine about stuff i don't have.

Shall try to appreciate every moment of my life good or bad.

Faith for Everyday Living

2009-11-26T08:08:00.003+08:00

MUSE FTW!!!!

Hello people! Who would have thought that God would speak to me through christian page in facebook called Faith for Everyday Living. It was just a normal emo day as usual just like the past 3 weeks. I saw something in my facebook inbox, it was a message from Faith for Everyday Living:

“ Blessed is she who believed, for there will be a fulfillment of those things which were told her from the Lord’ Luke 1: 4

What thoughts are running through your mind this week? Are they thoughts of doubt or are they thoughts of faith? If you believed, that what you receive is directly related to what you believe, would you change your thoughts?

One of the biggest hindrance to Faith is our own Self Doubt. We wonder how ‘WE’ are going to make it happen. The Good News is that when your faith is in God, YOU don’t have to make it happen. That’s God’s job, our job is to believe his word.

Mary didn’t struggle to conceive a child, she just received the word of the Lord and his word was fulfilled in her life. Our impatience with God’s timing can cause us to make happen the work that only God can do for us and in us. Imagine if Mary had tried to solve the conception problem herself?!

When we take matters into our own hands we end up with a Hagar and Sarah conflict and create a thorn for our flesh, but when we wait for God, his timing is perfect and brings great blessings.

Isaiah 40:31
“But those who wait on the Lord Shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.”

Keys to faith: Do an audit on your thought life and get tough with unbelief. Write down scriptures that build faith and speak them out on a daily basis.

Carolyn.

When Jesus speaks the text is red =) Thanks Carolyn for that message, although i dunno who u are LOL! :D

2009-11-20T21:49:00.002+08:00

Seriously... im very tired. Its not helping when im trying to forget and reminders just keep coming everywhere i turn. I dont expect anyone to understand how i feel, and im sure no one cares.

Starlight

2009-11-18T16:32:00.002+08:00

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from my memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

The starlight
I will be chasing your starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away, never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes & revelations
And our hopes and expectations
Black holes & revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away, never fade away

And our hopes and expectations
Black holes & revelations, yeah
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes & revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold

We have to look beyond the surface

2009-11-15T21:45:00.006+08:00

I really thank God for Ps Andrew's sharing at youth today. Cause it really hit me and it hit me hard. What would God say to me on the day when he comes and we all float in mid air to meet him in the sky. Will my deeds on earth survive the fire? Will i be rewarded?

Well all i have to do now is obey God and i can ensure that i will get what i deserve. Im inspired to live for Jesus and i hope this fire lasts an eternity! The things of this earth are trivial compared to eternity. Thats why love lasts for an eternity.

The love I have for you is the closest I came to God's love for me, but i guess its not enough.

I love Facebook

2009-11-11T12:11:00.003+08:00

Hello people! The only reason i haven't posted until now is because i didn't want to flood my blog with retarded emo posts.

Anyways...I wanna get more tanned!!! LOL! Yes i know what your thinking...(aren't u dark enough?) Well the reason is now i look like a malay. But if i get more tanned i will look like those chinese guys who are super tanned and they do not like indians.

If you dun know what i mean, go look a an experienced dragonboater. Im going to sentosa on saturday!!! Skipping S&W attachment to go =( i feel bad for skipping lessons this week. I just skipped EE today to go running running with Josiah and Kay Han later at WCP! LOL!

Must train!!! Stupid knee injury make me so unfit...Oh and the God wants you to know app on facebook rocks!!! Its the reason im posting now hahaha! If u know what i mean =)

I really wonder

2009-10-21T21:22:00.002+08:00

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

2009-10-19T17:22:00.002+08:00

oh my gosh i really really really hate my time table. stupid first day of school. i cant wait for friday alrdy. i think i cant go to all the days of youth camp but at least can go for some. cause i have exams starting 14 dec!!! D:

And i only have like 2 weeks of holidays after that...then back to school until may 1st then i will have 7 weeks of hols again! WEEEEE! :D

ARGHHHHH! i hate school!!! With the Lord's help i shall persevere and look forward to his coming. =) You are unfailing God. Your word is eternal!

FMSS

2009-10-15T20:56:00.006+08:00

Look at all my cool minor cuts LOL! =P

Oh and i kinda sprained my wrist also haha. I just realized it today. Josiah said its possible that i could get a hairline fracture. I really hope not.

Today i woke up at like 5 am just to meet Josiah at Bukit Batok MRT at 6.20 am
And i went to bed at like 12 but i only slept at 3 plus cause i started thinking about stuff haha. =P
Look at the clock! I left my house at like 5.40 =O HAHAHA! I was from FMSS for a day! =D

My experiece at FMSS is something that is priceless hahaha! When i arrived at FMSS in the morning and Josiah started introducing me to others, it was really funny to see their reactions when they heard i was not from their school LOL!

Some of them were like "He's not from our school!? Thats so cool! =O" HAHAHA!
Others were like "What the heck is he doing here!?"
And it was really fun to meet Josiah's classmates, I was part of 4F for a day! :D
I went by the name of Zachary of register number 40 LOL~!

In the morning when Josiah went for morning assembly, i hid in his classroom. Until the stupid indian lady cleaner decided to clean their classroom. Of all the classrooms! =O
I kinda hid in one corner hoping she wouldn't find me...but of course she found me and i think i kinda nearly gave her a heart attack! HAHAHA!

Guess what, i survived a whole day in FMSS without getting caught and without anyone suspecting i was not from that school hahaha! Sucha cool experience! :D

So Cool!

2009-10-14T21:37:00.002+08:00

Hello people! Today is a very special day! Cause its the day that i first got cuts from playing frisbee!!! So cool right hahahaha! I know, sounds retarded hahaha! But to me its cool cause it proves i do smthing when im playing! :D

So this is how it happened. I was poaching, the person passed to the guy i was poaching. I sprinted, D'ed the disc and i guess cause i was running too fast i fell haha! When i got up i picked up the disc and threw it into the end zone and we scored!!! WOOOOO! :D

Ok i bet those ppl who dun play frisbee are like what the heck are u talking about hahahaha! Oh wells! Hmm...might be going to FMSS to crash tmr haha! Should i? Well i definitely will cause, if i had 30 days to live this is one of the things i wanna do =)

1 more week to school

2009-10-12T23:29:00.004+08:00

Oh crap school is starting next week!!! :O
When everyone is having holidays i will be having school and exams. This really sucks. Hopefully i can make it through poly without being pissed all the time.

Played rounders at WCP on sunday after church. It was so fun! After so long of not excercising i really sprinted that day haha. After rounders we played ultimate frisbee!!! Wheeeee! So fun hahaha! Of course la! :D But the after effects are waking up aching the next morning.

Well i kinda forgot what else i wanted to post o.o

HAHAHA! oh wells till i remember haha!

The great pretence

2009-10-08T22:33:00.001+08:00

There's no turning back

Poker

2009-10-06T15:52:00.002+08:00

I lost cause i underestimated my adversary and i was too greedy. I all in-ed and i lost. What have i done, i have lost too much thinking i could gain smthing. Apparently not. I played poker with my life and i lost, thats worst than playing with money.

The feeling losing cause u got tricked is indescribable and it just sucks.

Cold Fear

2009-10-04T22:19:00.005+08:00

I feel the cold of night but i will not be fortunate enough to feel the warmth of the day. Without hope there is no reason to live. Without friends there is no joy. Without relationships there is no companionship. Without trust there is no friendship. Without love there is no existence.

Come to think about it now, the thought of people being really nice infront of you but being extremely mean to you behind your back is the scariest thought. I do not fear death but i fear the unknown.

The tongue is extremely influential and can affect the most minor of things to the most major things in this world. Think before you speak, words spoken cannot be undone and neither can the effects. I have experienced this first hand and from a spectators point of view. Neither is a good sight. God gave us a brain for a reason, so seriously some people need to start using it.

We would not need faith if we knew what was gonna happen.

Im back Baby!

2009-09-28T21:34:00.002+08:00

Wooo! Im back in the game! In the game of pool that is. Yesterday was another awesome but tiring day at Church and cdans! I was so tired i fell asleep on the couch! =P

Well i slept at 11 as i was soooo tired and woke up at 2 LOL! Then as i was about to bathe...my team captain Sharik called me so i answered the phone with a REALLY confused face. And to my delight i was called back to training hahahaha! So which means im still a National Youth Squad member YAY!

And just awhile ago i wanted to sell my pool cue to get easy money cause i thought i was kicked out of the team. But i guess not hahaha. And when i went back everyone could not recognize me hahaha! So happy! Well i was told to go down on wednesday for a video shoot to promote the sport to schools haha! Well all the best to all the people having exams now! =D

=/

2009-09-21T23:59:00.004+08:00

Now thats someone u can trust ;)

Trust no one, but be trusted by all.

How i wonder about this word trust. When u think u can trust someone, the person just proves u wrong. How it hurts beyond words and how much it makes me feel like a fool.

Well at least now blogger is back to normal =) guess thats worth smiling for. Yesterday, Clement, Lemuel, Derek and Andreas stayed over at my house and it was really fun hahaha! But i was kinda disappointed today when i could not get my 50% off at ajisen. Im supposed to be entitled to a 50% discount on every third monday. But they told me cause it was a public holiday the discount was postponed to next monday.

WHAT RUBBISH!

Well anyways after eating at pastamania instead we went down to WCP for FRISBEE!!! :D So long nvr play hahaha! SO HAPPY!

Oh and another thing that makes me smile is i got TF2 WOOHOOO! :D SO MUCH FUN!
I got another like 3 weeks of holiday and i wish it would nvr end...

Thought for the bored: Trust and be deceived or trust not and live in torment? =/

2009-09-09T12:38:00.000+08:00

There's a missing person in this family portrait =(

I still cant help but wonder what it would be like if u were still around. Would we still quarrel or would we have matured and learnt how to love each other. Would u ask me for a guys opinions? Would i ask u for girls opinions? Would i be who i am today if u were still around? Would i still be that bad temepered brat i used to be? When u left i learnt so much, there are so many ifs. But i would really like to know how things would have turned out if none of that happened.

Stupid blogger!

2009-09-03T14:37:00.001+08:00

Hello PEOPLE!!! Its been a real long time since i last blogged. haha =) well i finally decided to give up waiting for blogger to get well. So just heck it and blog! :D Oh man so many days nvr blog dunno where to start haha!

Lets not be too ambitious and start with ytd haha! Well yesterday was really wonderful! Cause it was Dear DEREK'S Birthday!!! WOOHOOOO! The wonderful day that God brought Derek into this Earth as a blessing to me and im sure many others! =) Well ytd met calvin at pioneer CC at 2. We decided to prepare ourselves for the 5km charity run on sunday. So we ran 3.6km in 20 mins =)

For me its an incredible improvement compared to my 2.4km timing when i was in sec 3 or 4 which was 20 mins also. See the difference!? hahaha! Then after that went to the gym and then went to JP to get Derek his awesome cake which Joie decorated haha! I really thought that the cake was very nice!

Oh and i learnt how to play poker like 2 days ago. First time i played i didn't lose at all haha! Beginners luck =P whoever lost had to eat garlic bread with tobasco, heard it was disgusting from Derek, Lemuel and clement who ate it hahahaha! Well we played poker at JP instead this time with fries that was mixed with coke, chili, mayo and dunno what other crap! I had to eat the whole plate cause i lost =/ LOL!

Im really looking forward to this coming weekend and the following week which is definitely gonna be filled with lots of fun! Cant wait for the sunday run and the monday workout! Lose weight lose weight! I need to lose 6kg dam it hahaha! Oh wells tough process wonderful results! Been there done that! :D

Hmm blogger seems to have gotten a little better

2009-08-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! Blogger seems to have gotten a little back to normal so i shall put my fingers to work haha! Well yesterday was JAEL's Island!!! It was so awesome, had lots of fun hahaha! But was a little long though. Really tired at the end of everything.

Drained out from having fun haha! I was so tired physically but my brain was still active haha! I lied on my comfy bed at around 11 but i slept only after 12. These few days my brain just keeps on going haha! Hate to say this but my fitness level has dropped to an all time low cause of not excercising for 3 weeks and falling ill at the end. Sucks to be unfit! So i will do everything and anything about it. Discipline time, no more fast food. Only drink water. And excercise regularly. That ought to change things! =D

I just found out today that the band We the Kings and Paramore is dam NICE!!! Really thank God for all the wonderful ppl around me haha! And i just gotta say something Joie's singing is awesome!!! hahaha! Hope blogger and faacebook will go back to normal. =)

HELLO PPL!

2009-08-10T13:42:00.001+08:00

Hey ppl, so sry for not updating in such a long time. But blogger is sucha turn off now that i cant post pics and stuff. stupid blogger with all the problems. Well anyways Bob Fitts is awesome and he has helped me to know Jesus so much better. And guess what! Now when i thought of the person and i did the colourgenetics test again i got these results! =)

You appear to others around you as a person who is simply 'laid back'. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy. You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security.

You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK - but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential to your self esteem.

You are very demanding - and insisting on total involvement but you do not reciprocate with the same depth of feeling. However, it could well be that maybe an unprecedented surprise is awaiting you in the near future. For just as one whilst paddling in the sea, could flounder into a whirlpool, so you may be drawn into a loving situation that has high emotional demands - and you could well respond with a depth of emotion that you never even dreamed that you possessed.

Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in 'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

Personality Profile of Thaddeus (Multiple Intelligences, Personality Type)

2009-08-03T08:11:00.001+08:00

Personality Profile of Thaddeus (Multiple Intelligences, Personality Type)

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2009-07-27T16:28:00.001+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY! finally can post but like got smthing wrong like that. Anyways the quiz that can be taken for free at goldinuniverse.com is really very accurate. Whatever u think abt and choose the colours accodingly it will show u ur personality or feelings for that particular thing. When i thought abt someone, i got these results...

You are feeling exhausted, worn out, drained. You feel that far too much is being asked of you but you still want to overcome these difficulties and establish yourself despite the effect such an effort seems to have on you. You are a proud person, assertive most of the time, but at this particular moment you are acting as if you have become resigned to the situation. What you need is some tender loving care - a gentle pat on the head (or maybe a 'kick-up-the backside') and then you'll be raring to go.

You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

Colour Genetics test.

2009-07-16T23:22:00.001+08:00

Hello ppl! i just took this dam accurate test, maybe u should try it too at www.goldinuniverse.com

This is my results!

You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.

You dislike playing the field in every sense of the word. When you develop a relationship it needs to be a close fulfilling one, one that has deep meaning for all parties concerned.
Although you are, deep down, a very caring person, you are very particular in the choice of friends and indeed very demanding at times. You can be most quarrelsome and controversial and it is because of this argumentative trait you can at times explode into open conflict - conflict with even those you may care for and love. It is because of this inherent argumentative streak in you that may have resulted in broken hopes and dreams.

Inherent in you is suppressed agitation. This is due to the fact that you are finding it increasingly difficult, if not impossible to relax. You are driving yourself to a state which is possibly beyond the capacity of your resources. Of late you have been impatient, irritable and hectic. This situation is indicative of hypertension or other stressful disorders. An unsatisfactory state of some close association is intolerable. Trust and self-esteem have been lost and you feel that you are unable to do anything to restore the belief, affinity and mutual trust. You feel powerless to change the situation which is the result of complete and utter disharmony.

Circumstances are such that you have been exposed to considerable stress and tension, perhaps due to unfulfilled emotional needs. You would like nothing better than to escape from it all by retiring to some 'fantasy land' where you are permitted to RELAX and get back your strength.

He will be my guide...

2009-07-13T22:45:00.002+08:00

I suddenly thought of this song, and i really needed it. It is such a great encouragement to me and i think to many others. I shall let the song do the talking. Well i cant help but ask myself, do we REALLY love God? God is just so awesome and he is so much bigger than all our problems, he has done so much for us but what have we done for him. Time to step up and make a difference, no more normal sunday church goer...

Frisbee on the edge! =D

2009-07-09T13:47:00.002+08:00

Hello! Wah yesterday was an awesome day! Finished my project and was able to gym =)
Well i was too tired when i got home yesterday so im posting now haha!

Yesterday went to the gym and increased the weights i usually do, man was it tough! Oh and i feel so bad for letting my mousehunt party down...because of me we dropped from 3rd place to 68th place...feel so bad...

Well anyways...kayhan came then derek went for cell haha...he missed lots! Then kayhan said he brought a frisbee so we decided to play. Calvin, me and KayHan went to the top of a carpark in clementi to play. There was a playground up there haha.

Playing frisbee on top of a carpark is dam exciting, can get heart attack. Calvin everytime try stunts then the frisbee always nearly drop all the way down. HAHAHA! But it was so fun cause i learnt 2 new throws and Kayhan learnt one and Calvin learnt 1! hahaha we all got better. =D

But i just realized that my basics are wrong so have to relearn everything. Oh and im gonna order frisbees frm overseas, those pro ones haha! Hope it works out! BYE~! =)

Phasing between realities...

2009-07-05T21:46:00.002+08:00

YELLO PPL!!!! haha today went to youth day outing, so fun hahaha! Its like the ultimate forget ur problems for one day kinda thing. Well now its back to the crap reality, have to do all the assignments and projects and what not.

Well im kinda glad at least my partner has agreed to meet up to do the project. But we shall see how it goes haha. Today played dodgeball, frisbee and some the rapture which is like quite fun but not wad i expected haha.

I learned that Charlotte is awesome at dodgeball haha! =D
She took out like 6 ppl single-handedly and even managed to put me back in the game haha. But i was not needed actually. Charlotte PRO!

haha frisbee was fun as always...LIKE DUH!!! Frisbee is always fun no matter wad haha. Just that a little too many ppl haha so very messy. Well rapture was fun but it was kinda disorganized. I hope rapture really happened like NOW just that i dun wan to be left behind haha.

Then went to eat at west mall where i ate at Burger King with Calvin, Josiah, Derek, Kay Han, Lionel, smaller Isaac and Andrew. I ate like a $15 meal which like consisted of a double whopper with cheese, large fries, large onion rings, large coke and a taro turnover LOL! That is a whole lot of stuff and i literally stuffed myself haha! I was super hungry la!

Well all in all, i wished this day nvr ended.

Stress

2009-07-02T21:58:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone, im very stressed these few days. I have trouble adapting to poly life and if i dun adapt soon im dead! =(...And nowadays i find myself really clinging on to God and always waiting for sunday to come. I never understood how someone would want to spend 1 day in the house of God rather than 1 million elsewhere. But now i know, and i think thats my thoughts exactly.

I cant wait to go into the presence of God and refresh my body and spirit. Poly is so tiring, so many assignments and test and soo little holidays. I think now i rather go to NS rather than poly now. But haha have to get my diploma, its important. And since im a christian i should do much better.

But i actually failed this module which is actually uber easy all because i was too lazy to study. But the rest are just borderline passes, which is quite ok cause i did not study either. Time to make up for all my mistakes and bear with the pain. So if nowadays i begin declining u ppl if u ask me out and stuff im really sry but im busy. T_T

I wish i could go out all day long but i cant. 1 day in the house of God is better than a zillion elsewhere.

Sentosa

2009-06-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody sry im posting this only now, been kinda busy with some stuff. WELL! i shall post on a typical blessing in disguise kinda day haha. Oh smthing really random! Im super black now haha! ok anyways i went to sentosa with church ppl on 26 june which was last friday.

I had alot of fun! especially when we started playing frisbee hahaha! Oh kayhan and i swam to some small 'island' at sentosa and back...super tiring and the results are that u either get really sunburnt or tanned haha! Anyways after all the fun when we were just abt to go home.

I found out my bag was missing along with my slippers and my shirt. So now im barefooted, half-naked, iphone-less, wallet-less which means i have no IC no EZ-Link card and a whole lot of other stuff. So what do i do...i sit down and pray while other ppl start looking for my bag frantically haha!

Well i think my frens were more anxious than i was haha! Well its kinda good to have this kinda situations once in awhile cause it really shows u who are ur true frens and stuff like that haha. Well after much effort i just could not find my bag. So we all just went to vivo to have dinner. After that i went home via cab with Andrew.

After like 10 mins in the cab i got a call saying that my bag was found, i was ALRIGHT!!! Honestly speaking i trusted God at first, but as the day went on i started to lose faith. So just as i was about to say 'I guess God just wanted to let this happen' God immediately told me 'IN YOUR FACE!!!' well not really but u get what i mean haha!

So from this i started to trust God so much more and God actually reassured me on smthing that he promised me last time which i was losing faith that it was gonna happen. SO ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS GOD IS WHO U THINK HE IS JUST SO MUCH MORE!!! =D

OK time to post...

2009-06-24T10:51:00.009+08:00

Hello everyone i missed so many ppl in singapore, but i really enjoyed the malaysia trip haha. Definitely mist go again haha! OK i shall try to recall and post at the same time haha! Now i know jillyn, andrea, geraldine, andrew and josh are such nice ppl haha!

19 June

Woke up at abt 6.30 then went to the bus stop to take the coach to malaysia which was like a 9hr long ride...gosh wad a waste of time haha! But no choice haha, its ok it was all worth it! Reached this quite ok looking hotel called hotel excelsior. We were bored at the check in so we started taking pics haha..

haha thats jillyn's shades, lol her shades make things look brighter haha. But josh loves it, cause its red =DAnd thats andrea's hat haha! i look like some mahd la haha =X

So after checking into the hotel, i realized that andrew and i had a better room compared to everyone else haha. Ours was a deluxe suite or smthing like that while the others were normal haha. Andrew told me he fought for that room hahaha! Yay andrew haha, jillyn, geraldine and andrea were jealous of our rm haha!

Cause they 3 ppl share one rm but they only got 2 single beds, but only andrew and i sharing one rm and we got a king size bed and a single bed =P that day reach ipoh alrdy quite late so we just slacked in the rm till dinner time haha! Wah ipoh has really good food! We went to some restraunt for dinner the food was super nice, but the food just gets better haha!

Josh told me that the nicest food in ipoh is always found in the small store haha, i completely agree! =)

20 June

woke up went for the hotel bf, not very nice. Then we went to some waterfall in ipoh, it was so dam exciting for me haha! Cause i really like water, i like the way it bends and stuff and i think water is a really amazing thing haha! i know i sound retarded haha! The water was so cold and refreshing but i forgot to bring extra clothes so can only put my legs in... -_-

I wanted to go to the waterfall to find nice rocks cause actually rocks that hace been under the waterfall for a long period of time will be very smooth and very nice haha! But i couldn't find any, sad...so too bad haha! Apparently i fell while looking for rocks so i was completely wet haha...and after that i was just waiting for my clothes to dry. We ate some chicken which was really nice nvr eat b4 haha, like abit bitter and salty very nice haha!

this is just after i fell in the water and jillyn was singing happy birthday to me...so mean haha =X

Oh ya and i think the ppl that so called run the waterfall was dam smart, cause there got no toilet. So they make us pay 50 cents rm for a hole in the ground, which was really disgusting...

Anyway after that we went to some herbal tea shop and josh and i drank this really bitter tea hahaha! Wah DAM NICE!!! hehe =D

Then it was to parkson's!!! Yea shopping!!! I bought quite alot acoording to the girls haha, i think quite ok only la haha! Everything i bought in this trip was from parksons, very big alot of stuff to shop haha! In total only bought 6 tops, 1 jeans, 2 belts and a bag haha!

Then the adults went for dinner while the youths just stayed in the hotel and ordered rm service haha! oh and i learned that geraldine cant pour or eat anything without dropping or spilling haha! The retardedness of cedar =)

So as u all know when youths are together in a rm wad do we do??? WE GO HIGH!!! WE GO NUTZ!!! WE SCREAM!!! haha well actually the girls scream the guys just die haha! WE ARE ALWAYS SUPER DUPER UBER HIGH hahaha! Andrew was so high he started doing music videos hahahaha! i was LMAO!!! =D

21 June

This is the day we went up to cameron highlands haha! Wah i love cameron highlands it has my kind of weather very cooling very nice haha! Like 24/7 air-con haha. So first stop in cameron highlands is the tea plantation! Very nice place haha!

nice scenery =D

When all the adults were drinking really nice tea josh and i kinda ran up this hill hahahaha! Dam fun and kinda scary when we wanted to go down hahaha!

Josh and I on the hill =D
LOVE THESE PPL! :D

Shall post more later gtg bb!!!

Lazy...

2009-06-23T21:46:00.001+08:00

Im too lazy to post now haha super tired...stoopid 7 hr long bus ride haha...shall post tmr if u cant wait just go to jillyn's blog haha.

To Ipoh!!!

2009-06-19T00:11:00.002+08:00

Bye bye everyone im going to Ipoh for the next 5 days!!! See you guys again on tuesday haha! Yay finally can go malaysia to shop! Yea! But im gonna miss so many ppl haha, but wad the heck its only 5 days haha! Still im gonna miss church this sunday D:

Sad sad have to miss church this sunday, going to some other church in malaysia. Wah in abt 6 hrs time i will be departing for my 9 hour coach ride!!! Wah uber long ride gonna be soooooo boring...i hope not haha!

Wah today quite sad, cannot listen to AC/DC anymore cause i found out its satanic...wad a bummer. Their music is so good, and plus the fact that if im told to give it up and i cant means theres smthing wrong. So ya its satanic, cause anything that brings ur focus away from God is actually satanic if u think abt it.

So yea i gotta find a new band that rocks just as hard but is not satanic haha! Pray for me!!! War rages within me...i know i should stop listening to AC/DC but smthing in me keeps saying just heck it and listen to the music, its just music what can it do...

WELL FOR ONE IF I HECK IT AND JUST LISTEN TO THE MUSIC, IT ALRDY MADE ME DO SMTHING!!! DEFY PS ANDREW!!! SO I MUST STOP LISTENING TO IT!!! HELP ME!!!

Im Back In Black!!!

2009-06-18T01:06:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! YEA!!! The day before yesterday went to sentosa with Calvin, Kay Han, Joie, Jillyn, Megan, Andrea, Lemuel, Lionel and Tian Long haha hope i did not leave anyone out.

Well the main purpose for Calvin and me to go to sentosa was to play volleyball, but there were no courts cause they removed all the courts thx to some 98.7 event approaching. So when there were no courts it was a real boring sentosa trip haha! But it was still fun!

Guess what it only got more fun haha! Cause we went to Joie's house and she had a drum set! YEA!!! Ok la i admit it was not very good but Calvin and i improvised and we ROCKED!!! I think haha, we played Back In Black and TNT intros haha! Then we mixed them together, we improvised alot of stuff haha =D

I think my drumming skill improved quite alot that day haha! Now hand itchy wan to play...but no drum kit T_T soon i will have one muahahahahahaha! Then can jam with Calvin YEA!!!

1pm

2009-06-15T14:01:00.002+08:00

Gosh so long nvr update alrdy feel kinda lazy haha! Wah today i woke up at like 1pm wad de heck...yesterday or rather this morning watch terminator the sarah connor chronicles until like 5. And i think sleeping was retarded, cause i had a freaking leg cramp while sleeping! I mena who the hell gets leg cramps while sleeping!?

Wad...i was running on a treadmill in my dream and got leg cramps ar...wah dam retarded lol! Anyways yesterday went to church, had an awesome time like DUH! hehehe youth camp is gonna be so fun muahahahahahaha (laughs maniacally)

At cell we laughed alot! hahaha, all thanks to Eugene, wah he like dam random dam blur hahaha super funny hahaha! ARGH i still wan my drum kit!!!! haha sentosa tmr, oh wells going to have fun i guess, and my calf hurts like crap. Going gym later as usual haha BYE!

Just so you know

2009-06-11T11:58:00.003+08:00

I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

Yea! Im 17!!!

2009-06-06T02:43:00.002+08:00

Wooooohooooooo! Im 17, means im older...tmd! haha! But this bday was just awesome haha! Today went to school, nvr expected anyone to know it was my bday...in the end Benjamin, SOng Qi and Leonard knew haha they are such awesome friends organize such a nice celebration for me!

After maths...went down to first level and i got led around blind like a retard by Charmaine haha! I felt extremely retarded...but when i open my eyes i saw a bday cake. I was like YEA!!!! hahaha i was dam happy! Thanks so much to the three organizers and all my classmates haha!

Then after eating...we realized got some remainder...so i got cake in my face haha! So i decided to share the joy...then i smash on Wei Jie's face and all the guys started playing with cake haha! Soon everyone had cake n their face hahaha! Except Song Qi...tmd he run too fast haha!

After that wonderful time went dinner with my parents, ate at new york new york! I ate a medium rare ribeye steak, wah dam juicy dam nice haha! Then went on to eat gelato ice cream for dessert haha!

Now im at Calvin's house haha! With Kay Han, wah he bought me this mango cheese cake from shangri-la, wah dam nice la! One of the nicest cakes ive eaten! Definitely not for smashing into the face haha! Well this was one THADDEUSLICIOUS DAY!!! YEA!!! I LOVE U GUYS!!!

Drum!!!

2009-06-04T00:52:00.002+08:00

Argh i found a nice 2nd hand drum set which is like going for $450...wah but i dun have enough money now and i only have like 5 days before the bid is closed! ARGH!!!! how how...wah lao i wan my drum set!

I shall be just attached to music...at least music wont hurt me...

Stupid...

2009-06-02T20:03:00.002+08:00

Man do i hate that stupid test...i still have a test tmr, im definitely not ready at all. I shall accept defeat for now, but i will work extra hard to make up for this nonsense. Try my best to...sry for short post...no time, need to study!

Haven't i had enough, why do i want to make the same mistakes all over again...

Talk to me...

2009-06-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

When people are having their holidays and having the time of their life...im studying for tests like an idiot haha! I find it sooooo funny! Ok la not bad...first time spend my birthday in exams...well there always a first for everything haha!

Wah tmr DT test and i am not even ready to even secure a pass let alone do well. Why must i always learn things the hard way. Sigh...im so dead...God help me in everything!!! Yes everything!!!

Im gonna get fatter again these two weeks, have to keep studying cannot spare some time to work out! Dam it...who the fag said poly life is slack man! Slap that person la...but at least its always fun haha! I cant wait for these two weeks to past...then here comes freedom and fun wahahahaha!

Haha today i try making my blog more colourful...colours are just beautiful! Im currently stuck in a dilema, do i sell my pool set for a drum set? I have spent much time in pool and gotten somewhere...i want to spend time for drums and get somewhere. What should i do!? Ask God...but then again friends pls help!

Should i msg u?

Music!!!

2009-05-31T20:55:00.003+08:00

Hello!!! Today was another amazing day at church!!! hahaha! Im kinda high now after listening to Josiah, Thaddeus Tan, Calvin and Derek jam in church today. It was like so freaking awesome man...makes me wanna jam, but hey i will just screw up everything so for now just watch, listen and get high haha!

Oh and the trip to sentosa on friday was just great hahaha! We played alot of volleyball, wah dam fun hahaha, Calvin stunt man haha! Oh and i got a bruise frm playing volleyball haha, yea im noob haha! Wah i really should not have used tanning oil haha, i think i just got alot darker haha!

After sentosa we went to vivo to eat and do some other funny stuff. We went to the roof of vivo to slack, that placce is full of couples looking for romance haha. Apparently we spoiled it for them cause we were so loud hahaha!

Thaddeus Tan, Josh and me watched skype laughter chain for the first time...it was like so retarded and so dam funny hahaha! Everyone was like looking at us, we laugh until cry hahahaha!

I have not been this happy in a long time! =D

If only you knew...

2009-05-28T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hello people!!! Wah first things first...SENTOSA TMR YAY!!! =D
Ok next thing FRISBEE RULEZ hahahaha! If i had frisbee training everyday for a month...i would most definitely lose 8 kg and gain much more muscles hahaha! But then again if i gained muscles i would not lose 8 kg hahaha!!! Well u get the point hahahaha!

Wah now everytime after frisbee training, my clothes are like just pour water over like that...seriously no exaggeration hahahaha! Wah im so happy la, i exceeded my expectations in running!!! But im so disappointed in myself concerning my throws...must work hard!!!

Well i finished almost all my assignments hahaha, enough for me to enjoy my day at sentosa tmr without feeling guilt hahaha! Oh wells gtg facebook now hahaha...MOUSEHUNT!!!

Thoughts of the day: "tell me why ur so hard to forget, wouldn't have it any other way"

One day of real elearning!

2009-05-27T11:41:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody! Shall try a new colour for today's post...GREEN!!! as u can alrdy see haha, its my favourite colour since young, but hey i think orange is nicer now hahaha! Anyways, today i did not go to school cause i have elearning week which is good and bad.

Good part is i can sleep later, no lectures, no need to go to school. Bad part is i have alot of assignments to do and im extremely bored at home alone with no frens and i have to do all this work on my own. Im only posting now cause i need a break frm my all my work haha! But i shall go back to it soon, maybe after i have my lunch haha!

I cant wait for friday!!! Then i can finally relax abit at sentosa hahaha before i have my exams and tests and what not the week after that haha! I just made a decision to try stunt again haha, im gonna try to lose 8kg in 2 months, i did it once i can do it again right? haha pray for me! and those who dun, just wish me all the best hahaha! RADICAL DIET HERE I COME!

you keep me going =D

Frisbee!!!

2009-05-25T23:32:00.002+08:00

Alright frisbee is like the best sport ever hahahaha! So fun running around catching frisbee like dog...ya right! Ultimate frisbee is so much more than what so many people think hahaha! Its so much more complicated and fun haha!

Today had lecture frm 11 to 1, wohoooo e-learning week hahaha so nice then friday i can go to sentosa hahaha! But dunno whether i should go anot, its as good as skipping lessons. But then again y would i wan to pass on such a fun day for a day of slogging and stress haha!

I seriously need to distress...i have like so many unfinished assignments and projects hahaha! But hey at least now i will never be bored hahaha! Wah although i have so much stuff unfinished im really very happy hahaha, got hope alrdy, slowly but surely hahaha!

Heck u might not know what im talking abt, but hey! All the people who understand then ur probably my close fren or ur just really smart hahaha!

Touch My Hand

2009-05-24T03:26:00.002+08:00

Hellooooo world!!!! Im currently enjoying touch my hand by David Archuleta at my dearest cousin's house. Haha this is a real sleepover...no sleeping involved hehe...

Dedicating this post to Jeremiah my cousin and Calvin hahaha...yesterday he try stunt, go KAP Mac's watch last bus past by then he stay there and mug! LOL! Calvin continue this way and ur A Levels will really be As hahahaha!!!

Shall try to post everyday frm now on since now i know i got ppl who actually bother about my life hahahaha!!! Nvr knew that my posts could actuallt help ppl during their boredom haha. Now im not as sad as i was when i first cut my hair haha...at least now i know it will definitely grow back thanks to Wei Jie hahaha!

I guess i was so devastated by my new haircut I actually forgot my hair would grow back...so therefore emoing began hahahaha! Oh wells im kinda happy emoing hahaha! I love that phrase...happy emoing lol, copyrighted phrase frm Justin Zhoubama!!!

MY HAIR!!!

2009-05-19T13:19:00.002+08:00

I made one of the BIGGEST MISTAKE in my life so far yesterday!!! I decided to try a haircut called an undercut...and i think its just not me!!! I WANT MY HAIR BACK!!! T_T
Oh wells but then again...after cutting this hairstyle, i got to see alot of ppl in a different way.

I want to build muscles! :D
My last gym session left my muscles burning...hope the gym session later will be more merciful haha! MY HAIR ARGH!!!! I just cant get over it...now im scared to look in the mirror reminding myself of the horror that is my reality...woops thats kinda emo hahaha oh wells!

Apparently the only good thing about my hair now is i look more like a rock drummer hahaha i think...LOL! Well poly is fun but extremely stressful and tiring...in many different ways. Oh and now my love life is a whole lot simpler hahaha! But then again i nvr had a love life to begin with hahaha!

Oh ya now in my class im like the emo, anti-social, never being able to be popular at all kid hahahaha! All i have is 1 friend haha, my ever so important Wei Jie hahahaha! Oh wells shall go emo about my hair and start imagining what kind of reaction SHE will have when SHE sees my hair hahahaha!

Loser...

2009-05-04T20:52:00.003+08:00

I feel like a complete loser so far...at the beginning of poly i wanted to join dragon boat so badly, in the end nvr join. Wimp! Then after that now i say wan to join rugby, i go there and stone nvr join again. Loser! Why is it that my mind is so easily swayed, so easily influeanced. Why is it that The Indescribable God that is without a doubt the most amzing of all does not show in my life.

Am i fit to be called a christian, i feel like i am not worthy. This name is for the servants of an almighty God, but why am i such a wimp. Where is my faith!? In God i shall seek refuge and wisdom. Time to ask myself, what would Jesus do?

Poly ROCKS!!!

2009-04-30T18:19:00.002+08:00

Wah today was supposed to be the most boring day of my schedule. But with Leonard it will never be boring haha! Today was supposed to meet Leon for lunch but in the end met Leonard, Charmaine, Ernest, Song Qi AND Denise haha!

Well when we sat down at makan place to eat lunch, Leonard realized his chair was abt to break. But he decided not to change it, and as expected right before we went off it broke. Leonard DID NOT fall but it looked as if he did. Alot of people were looking at us i think haha.

Then after that when we went out of makan place Leonard nearly tripped walking down the stairs...and after that he bang into the sign post. Wah Leonard today very careless, poor Leonard haha. I was trying my best to control my laughter lol! Well shall go bathe now...thinking of joining rugby xP

Orange!!!

2009-04-25T01:05:00.005+08:00

Like a rainbow you are beautiful and rare...

Hey hey people, yup my word colours are back to my favourite colour ornage haha! Cause i have kinda cheered up from the bad day so ya back to orange haha! Well not much to blog about just that im kinda bored that i have no where to go to tmr.

Oh wells i guess i should just let tmr worry for itself haha, so yea my first week of poly is over and i cant wait for the next week to start hahaha! Well today was a great day just that im kinda sad over the SCM module groupings.

I was supposed to be grouped with Leon and any other girl...but outta nowhere this other year 2 student that retained was in our class. So in the end i had to group with her and Leon with Charmaine. I really dunno what will happen grouping with her, not that the year 2 student is bad or anything. I just wanted to be with Leon haha sound so gay lol!

2009-04-23T19:58:00.007+08:00

Hi people, I just had an extremely bad day. I talk to someone on msn halfway the person log off. I ask people to meet for lunch in the end all late only one was on time. Then ask a person to meet for lunch say okok in the end never turn up.

Then after everyone come alrdy makan place full must go MDE canteen. Then sweat like dog like that then go for IS module. Then go IS module, go to the wrong class. Go wrong class nvm, I go there intro myself to the class, sit down I fall down... dunno where the bloody hole come from my chair leg drop in...

Then after that go to the right class the stupid IS module so dam boring. After that went makan place to find song qi, leonard, benjamin and his friend. Then after that we play dota, then i lose. Then nvm, we go home that time i go cheers to buy a bottle of coke. The stupid bottle cannot open, the cap tight like dunno what!

So i went home and after trying to open the stupid bottle for so long i now have blisters on my hands. So i decided to use knife cut the coke bottle, wah then the coke spray all over the kitchen, need to clean up.

See the cut on the bottle there...ya all the coke spray out from there...

in the end had to pour out the coke from that stupid cut...If there was anytime to say F*** it would be now...

Praise the lord!

2009-04-20T19:50:00.003+08:00

Helllooooo everyyyybodyyyyy! Im so happy today hahaha! Today was my first day of school and it was awesome. We were told that there was a bug so thats y our classes were all guy and all girl, well they fixed that and now the two classes are even haha wooohoooooo!!!

Well after school i went to the library with my fren Joshua to watch wall-e haha! DAM CUTE la seriously hahaha! Well before that we went to the CCA fiesta to check out what kinda CCA we wanted to join. He decided on tennis and i decided on either christian fellowship or campus crusade haha! Well gtg haha =D

Schools tmr...

2009-04-19T18:58:00.003+08:00

Hey people, my poly life starts tmr officially. Im not very excited, and tmr is only 9 to 12. I have no idea what i will be doing there for the 3 hours. Hope i wont be late on my first day or im practically dead!

HEHE todays church service was 'interesting' i guess. The service gave me stuff to ponder about haha! Anyways on friday Calvin, Tian Long, Justin, Samuel and Julia came over to my house to watch a horror movie...which is the exorcism of emily rose! haha I swear i dun ever wanna watch a horror movie with Calvin, very dangerous haha!

The movie was nice and exciting i guess haha, well i think everyone was at least a little scared haha! Even Julia who wasn't watching. But thats cause she was using my lappy, she said that she will get nightmares if she watched. Well as I was dam scared so i disturb Julia by saying my lappy got virus and sometimes got face pop out haha! Then she was like huh really meh!?

Anyways then halfway through the movie Julia and Tian Long left and we just carried on. Tian Long came back after that, and what was supposed to be just watch movie turned out to be a sleepover lol! And it was really a sleepover haha everyone slept, except for sam and me.

We play play play until 5 then we went to sleep haha. And we woke up at 6.30 cause sam had practice haha, and after that i could not sleep dam it! Yeah friday was really fun, looking forward to whatever chance that comes by to go out with church people haha. Cause now i have no friends except church friends T^T

Boredom make u do stupid things

2009-04-16T17:10:00.002+08:00

Wore tube socks with shorts?
- wads that
Made your hair an unnatural color?
- not a chance
Past gas in public,and blamed it on the person beside you?
- -_-"
Seen a three legged dog?
- my aunt's dog walks like it is
Taken money from grannie?
- yup! alot!
Wear torn jeans?
- nope, im not a begger
Said the wrong name, at the wrong time?
- all the time
Hade a wedgie?
- this is singapore...
Given one?
- one what?!
Hade a swirrly?
- gross, obviously not!
Given one?
- this again...
Stuck your tonge on a frozen pole?
- frozen ice yes haha
Thought you were gonna die?
- yup many times
Hade tohade to deal with some one you could'nt stand?
- wad?! the person who made this got epilepsy
Hated anyone?
- yes for awhile
What's your favorite food?
- air
If you were stranded on an island and could have only 5 things besides food and water, what would it be?
- a plane, a pilot, co-pilot, hot air stewardess and my lappy
Who is your crush?
- unless u want me dead then i will answer
What scent of shampoo do you use?
- shampoo scent
Am i cute?
- WTFAG!
What are you doing besides the survey?
- the necessities of living
How are you?
- still breathing
Is this survey boring?
- wad do u think
What do you like to do on the internet?
- definitely not this
Who is your boyfriend? if you're single, who do you want to be with?
- screw off im straight
What's your favorite movie?
- lord of the rings
What is your current theme song?
- do i look like hit tv show to u!
Anyting bothering you?
- yes!
Any pets? if so, what is it and what is its name?
- nope, i hope for a dog!
What do you think of Wal mart?
- wads that!
Are you sexy?
- WTFAG! ya as sexy as ur grandmama
Do you think trains are cool?
- this is spastic
Is school awesome?
- dunno yet
Who do you like?
- didn't u ask this alrdy
Why are you taking this survey?
- cause im bored
What car do you want?
- lambo
Have you been feelin loved
- most definitly
Have you had the guts to say I love you to anyone and mean it
- unfortunately yes
Do you love anyone right now
- ask me when u know me
Do you know anyone who loves you
- i wish i did...or maybe not
Do you have a stalker
- I am the stalker
Do you know if you have a stalker
- i dunno
Do you like someone who your friends dont approve of
- my frens dun know
Tell me what you are feeling right now
- irritated
This survey is all about feelin cause I am a girl what are you
- i am irritated
Do you care for this survey at all or did you want to express your feelings
- i wanted to express idiocy
How many times have you felt love
- counting doesn't help
If you have felt love explain if you can
- PAINFULL
Love is like a war, easy to begin, hard to end do you agree
- easy to begin?! why dun u teach me
Soo how many people have you felt a strong urge to just jump on them and makeout
- thats just wrong
I feel like crap when i get dumped explain your last dump
- i didn't even get picked up how to dump
For question 15 who and where and you
- im thaddeus, i think u mean where are you

Change

2009-04-16T15:15:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody! I happened to find these pictures of myself while packing my room today so i decided to upload the pic haha! The pics from left to right were taken when i was in sec 1, sec 4 and now haha! So ya I guess i could say I have changed quite alot...

Now another change in my life is taking place and i dun exactly like it. Im going to poly... i expected myself to take this change alot more happy but i guess you all know the reason y im not so happy with the change. But i guess change is always like that, we nvr like it at first, but soon we will. Ok my instant noodles are done, gtg eat haha!

Dam...

2009-04-15T18:14:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone im very disappointed right now cause i spent the whole of last night getting so hyped abt the people who will be in my class that i did not sleep. BUT! after all that it was kind of a let down cause number 1 there are 20 ppl in my class but only 1 girl!? ARGHHHH!!!!

My poly life is like kinda screwed...and for some reason another class has all girls! Wad de hell, doesn't ngee ann know how to balance out!? What a let down, im so so sad. And to make matters worst, I dun exactly click very well with the guys in my class.

Well even after all that sadness im still extremely happy cause i cant wait for this saturday! I cant wait to see my church frens again haha! And whats even more exciting two of my frens said they would come this saturday so YAY!

Im gonna ask another fren later, hope he comes too wooohoooooo! Oh well church ppl are the best haha, who needs poly ppl hmpphh! But still i hope i will get along with everyone haha!

Booooorrrrrriiiiinnggggg...

2009-04-14T18:35:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA hi everyone! Im still super duper uber bored and almost nothing is helping, except!!! I have my np orientation tmr hahaha yay! I guess i will definitely have smthing to blog about tmr. Well im going to play hotel 626 now haha my frens all ask me to play. Oh wells haha!

Anyone want to go out im uber bored!

2009-04-13T11:03:00.001+08:00

Hi people! Im so uber bored right now! If anyone is as bored as me and wants to go out give me a call!!! PLEASE im like dying! lol well not literally of course haha!

Yay!

2009-04-13T10:32:00.002+08:00

Haha i finally woke up earlier without a alarm clock. I woke up at 10 today, usually wake up at like 12 plus 1. Yay finally getting closer to the school mood and further away from hols mood haha!

I guess this is what most people would say after like what 5 months of holidays straight! But hey 5 months of hols dun hurt haha! Oh well praise the Lord for everything i got!

False hope T_T

2009-04-12T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hi everybody! I have not blogged in such a long time haha! Hope i write more now. Now I finally realise that i have been away from youth for an extremely long time and all i can say is im so glad im back haha! Ok i dunno why i always end my sentences with haha, there i go again... stupid me.

This morning went to church felt like i was gonna die cause i slept at like 2 the day before after Isabelle's birthday party. Wah so so tired, but as always after i see all my frens in church wah high alrdy hahahaha! I was kinda anti social at the party lol dunno y, i just did not feel like mixing.

But one thing that made me laugh was the reactions people had when they saw my class tee. They were like "Why his shirt got one crying face one ar?" well actually its my name T_T cause my surname is teo haha!

Just came back from a wonderful dinner thanks to Tian Long and not Charles haha! I doubt Tian Long is gonna see this post haha... school is finally starting yes hahaha, bye bye boredom wooohoooo!

I cant wait for the indescribable sermon, im so gonna invite alot of people. I just hope they dun give me false hope and decide not to come at the last moment. I just hate it when i get false hope haha but i mostly give it to myself lol, i think way too much haha!

Obedience is a must!

2009-03-23T14:51:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone, did not post in a long time haha. The church service yesterday was just so convicting and extremely amazing. I must learn to be obedient, anyways still very bored nothing much to blog about haha. Oh I watched Street Fighter yesterday with my parents after church. Its not bad, i expected it to be corny or something but it was quite ok haha. I am currently crazy over the songs broken strings and gotta be somebody haha!

River of Life

2009-03-07T12:20:00.003+08:00

Hey ppl! Its been quite a long time since i posted so here it goes...I used to think that people who kept talking about Jesus everywhere...in their blogs, msn, facebook, friendster and all that were hypocrites. But now i know when u have a passion for something u will keep talking about it. Oh and my version of a river of life is that pic up there haha! I pray that God will use me to bless others and not bring them down haha! Me and my mouth...haiz! I really need to thank samuel for helping me alot hahahaha, thanks dude u rock!

Dun really have alot to blog abt, holidays are dam boring. Cant wait for school to start, and i most certainly cant wait for 11 March haha. New laptop! yes! Finally haha! Pls tag me thank you haha!

Run

2009-03-02T14:39:00.007+08:00

Sadness...

2009-03-02T13:41:00.002+08:00

Years to build our friendship...a second to bring it all crashing down to the ground...
Why is it that i always piss everyone off? Wait dun answer that. I just piss everyone off... im just a big fat loser. Nobody likes me, nobody wants me, nobody knows me, even i cant stand myself, i dunno what im doing anymore, dunno who i am, dunno where i belong, dunno where i am heading. All is a mystery, a mist confuses me. My vision distorted, emotions jumbled, friendships lost, only death remains...

Stupid Macs

2009-02-24T15:49:00.002+08:00

Hi all im sick...kam pua sian argh! I had fever and sore throat last night. Could not sleep until like 3...stupid fever la! And why am i sick, all because of mcdonalds...everytime i eat macs i will definitely fall sick. Screw it...im seriously swearing off macs. Whats even worse this morning arnd 8 got some pcb started drilling...i was like wtf man u no need sleep ppl need right.Who the F**k starts drilling at 8 man...dam noisy la! The only thing keeping me alive is panadol la. Somemore now cannot play golf anymore, have to give it up argh!!! No money la...golf only for rich people haha. Until next time ppl!

From Darkness to Light

2009-02-22T21:38:00.006+08:00

Hey all, so sry to all who actually saw the emo post. Dunno what was wrong with me la...anyways i deleted it. So stupid of me, emo just is not me! Im just plainly fat and stupid haha. For some reason I was just very down the last few days. Glad that bullshit is over, or else i would not be saying bullshit anyways. And i have only two people to thank(if God is considered a person) which is Nic and God haha! Not forgetting my beloved cousin miah who helped me sort some stuff out haha! Thank God for the people around me...most of them anyway lol! Anyway heres a pic of miah and me haha...

Haha look at my stupid face...oh heres another pic haha i think its dam funny and cute i guess lol
how i wish patrick replaced spongebob lol...but i guess the monkey wouldn't be able to lie on his head haha! Look at that monkey's jiao bin haha like me lol...oh and if any of u were actually wondering how i looked like when i was down...it was probably something like this... ya so i guess thats why i chose to stay away frm people haha...oh wells till next time people!

Hahaha finally!!!

2009-02-12T13:36:00.003+08:00

Wahahahaha!!! I finally can take pics from my dumbass iphone to post muahahahaha!!! And now u see SCREW CUPID!!! HAHAHA ok I abit high alrdy(I think I should lay off the crack...WOOPS!)haha. Ok anyways i finally decided to post again partly cause i can finally use pics from my iphone haha, and also because a stone asked me to post =P(U know who u are!) These few days i have been playing golf haha dam fun la, the only part of golf which sucks is the blisters haha! I got like 6 blisters on my hand...ouch! Oh and the song up there is so dam nice cause i can relate haha, MTV rocks remember that! Im so happy i found something i love doing and it helps me millions in slimming down and working out hahaha...golf rocks man! Thx a million edwin hahaha. Eh btw i am dam free nowadays la so if anyone wants to go out u can just give me a call haha(especially girls...ahem ahem...hahaha guys too la lol) Oh and congrats to warren snooker team on winning and being champion hahaha! Until next time no lifers LOL!

Im back haha!

2009-02-04T11:12:00.002+08:00

Hey all! I finally decided to stop procrastinating and start posting again haha. CNY was better than the last haha...why!? More money hahahaha!!! But then again CNY was kinda boring cause everyday see my relatives and not my friends T_T miss them...(if ur my close friend u will know who i missed haha)
Oh well no need to miss anymore haha! Last few days I have been going out with Nic, Edward, Zhen(CAB) LOL! Edward just discovered the power of radio transmitters haha, yesterday we went to courts to do stupid stuff haha. We went in and turned on practically all the radios we saw and set it to 93.3 (chinese...BLEH!) then we transmitted the song stay alive as a 93.3 signal and the song started to play out loud instead of some dumbass chinese song haha, we were like how come 93.3 got eng song ar, lousy radio LOL! It was hilarious la hahaha, actually wanted to disturb the salesman there but no time warren bus coming haha. Went to warren played pool and snooker then went to the arcade awhile. Then I went swimming with zhen(CAB) and Nic cause Edward had to go home for dinner...got edward arnd sure laugh more haha. The stuff he does is just priceless cheers to ed haha! In the end only i swim cause nic had a headache zhen felt like puking...i was left alone to practice my breast stroke that billy and nic taught me haha, Thanks!!! Then nic and i went to the billiard room to support warren snooker team haha! Wentdown to play with Gideon,Gary,Michelle,Benjie,Isabelle haha it was dam funny. Gideon is one mischievious kid haha...lucky i only see him sometimes haha. I love warren swim team(those i know well la haha) they are so fun haha! Nic and I slacked at the playground with belle and jon until they all went home haha then we went home too...ALL THE BEST TO WARREN SNOOKER TEAM FOR UR FINAL MATCH!!! CRUSH THOSE CRABS HAHA...(insider joke lol)

Chinese New Year!

2009-01-25T11:52:00.002+08:00

Hi all i wont be posting until after cny so pls dun think my blog i dead. Im just too busy collecting money haha! Sry for the short post haha im just very lazy now haha. See you all later!

Love?

2009-01-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

Hi all u people out there, today I will be talking abt love...ahem ahem. Joking haha im just a noob. Anyways...u wanna know what i think about love(most likely not) i think the most important thing is...screw cupid haha. I actually have a pic of that in my iphone but the stupid iphone so selfish cant transfer the pic to my com to post, dam it la. Yesterday was great, i played badminton with edwin in the afternoon and he thrashed me as usual. I ran like a friggin dog as usual while he just stand there and relax...
Then i went to play some snooker with nic(he is getting better everytime i see him haha) who is a dam fast learner i must say. Nic went home and i went down to the pool to slack with belle while she was practicing math...BORING!!! Well i guessed she got bored too, cause she freaking pushed me into the pool when the training ended...LOL dun wry she gave me something to blog about haha. The pool cooled me off haha. I went to kenny's house after that, first thing first i love ur dogs kenny haha they are just so adorable haha. His room is like my dream room or something, it was so awesome that the time passed so fast as we talked about alot of stuff. Kenny ur neighbour is seriously one bloody idiotic family and i really take my hat off to u for being able to be calm enough to settle it legally LOL. Anyways all the best to kenny and i hope that family just disappears or smthing. That was alot of crap haha, but anyways people we are living in a dam community and whatever we do pls think of others too. DAM ALL SINGAPOREAN MUTHA FXCKERS!!!

Dun You Just Love Creepy!

2009-01-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

Thats My Cousin!!!

2009-01-19T22:32:00.003+08:00

Miss me?

2009-01-18T15:32:00.003+08:00

Hey people, miss me? I guess not haha... I think im gonna jog to warren then do gym then i jog back home haha! Someone inspired me to workout even more cause that person eat lesser than me and excercise more than me...but i have to lose more weight than that person...so what to do must sweat more and eat less haha! Today was one of the awesomest church services i had in a long long time haha, i enjoyed it so much as i could feel the presence of God. I think i need to pray more for the people around me, like nic! Who is gonna fall sick soon, DAM IT(no one to unbore me in my hols if he falls sick, actually got but nic still very important haha). Im like talking crap now, abit nervous whether can jog to warren without dying anot haha...

Blogging is starting to be so fun!!!

2009-01-15T20:42:00.005+08:00

Muahahahaha, people are starting to find my blog lol! I will tag their blogs and make them guess who it is, haha. Apparently some people have no problem guessing cause they really think im a teddybear. Dam it ALL! Oh well, my blog is finally starting to look like one which makes me so happy haha!

Late post

2009-01-15T11:47:00.002+08:00

Wow sorry i posted so late haha. I got 15 for L1R4, kinda disappointed. But I guess its still ok haha. Nowadays it is so boring, 1 fren is still schooling the other one always busy with his stuff, boring...
I went to watch Bedtime Stories with Isabelle and Nic yesterday, bugsy rocks la seriously. HAHA, no bugsy=no ratings. Nic said that the show was not nice, i would agree if there was no bugsy. But i definitely would not recommend anyone to watch it unless u dun mind paying 9.50 to see a cute guinea pig 8-10 times haha.

Day of Results...

2009-01-12T09:51:00.002+08:00

Oh man im getting my results in like a few hours, it will either spoil the rest of my hols or brighten it up. Now waiting for YX to come over to my house to help me with this blog, dam why am i so useless. LOL. When i went to wheelock and heeren with Nic and Belle i saw a really nice shirt which i am definitely going to get(when i have the money...hint hint). Its a shirt which says It Sucks to Be ME which is so true ha ha. Well i will post again later after i get my results that is, dam it all!!!

My first post

2009-01-03T13:12:00.000+08:00

Hey world this is my first blog and i have no idea how to do this...
I would not even be doing this if YX did not help me with this
I am so bored nowadays, no games to play so just decided to try blogging looks like it isnt
going so well. And belle had to rub it in and call me noob...T_T
Nic even better talk so much then nvr help me, still say i suck over skype.
Well i'll try to improve this shabby blog and post frequently.
Until next time, hug me pls!