I really wonder

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

oh my gosh i really really really hate my time table. stupid first day of school. i cant wait for friday alrdy. i think i cant go to all the days of youth camp but at least can go for some. cause i have exams starting 14 dec!!! D:

And i only have like 2 weeks of holidays after that...then back to school until may 1st then i will have 7 weeks of hols again! WEEEEE! :D

ARGHHHHH! i hate school!!! With the Lord's help i shall persevere and look forward to his coming. =) You are unfailing God. Your word is eternal!

FMSS

Look at all my cool minor cuts LOL! =P

Oh and i kinda sprained my wrist also haha. I just realized it today. Josiah said its possible that i could get a hairline fracture. I really hope not.

Today i woke up at like 5 am just to meet Josiah at Bukit Batok MRT at 6.20 am
And i went to bed at like 12 but i only slept at 3 plus cause i started thinking about stuff haha. =P
Look at the clock! I left my house at like 5.40 =O HAHAHA! I was from FMSS for a day! =D

My experiece at FMSS is something that is priceless hahaha! When i arrived at FMSS in the morning and Josiah started introducing me to others, it was really funny to see their reactions when they heard i was not from their school LOL!

Some of them were like "He's not from our school!? Thats so cool! =O" HAHAHA!
Others were like "What the heck is he doing here!?"
And it was really fun to meet Josiah's classmates, I was part of 4F for a day! :D
I went by the name of Zachary of register number 40 LOL~!

In the morning when Josiah went for morning assembly, i hid in his classroom. Until the stupid indian lady cleaner decided to clean their classroom. Of all the classrooms! =O
I kinda hid in one corner hoping she wouldn't find me...but of course she found me and i think i kinda nearly gave her a heart attack! HAHAHA!

Guess what, i survived a whole day in FMSS without getting caught and without anyone suspecting i was not from that school hahaha! Sucha cool experience! :D

So Cool!

Hello people! Today is a very special day! Cause its the day that i first got cuts from playing frisbee!!! So cool right hahahaha! I know, sounds retarded hahaha! But to me its cool cause it proves i do smthing when im playing! :D

So this is how it happened. I was poaching, the person passed to the guy i was poaching. I sprinted, D'ed the disc and i guess cause i was running too fast i fell haha! When i got up i picked up the disc and threw it into the end zone and we scored!!! WOOOOO! :D

Ok i bet those ppl who dun play frisbee are like what the heck are u talking about hahahaha! Oh wells! Hmm...might be going to FMSS to crash tmr haha! Should i? Well i definitely will cause, if i had 30 days to live this is one of the things i wanna do =)

1 more week to school

Oh crap school is starting next week!!! :O
When everyone is having holidays i will be having school and exams. This really sucks. Hopefully i can make it through poly without being pissed all the time.

Played rounders at WCP on sunday after church. It was so fun! After so long of not excercising i really sprinted that day haha. After rounders we played ultimate frisbee!!! Wheeeee! So fun hahaha! Of course la! :D But the after effects are waking up aching the next morning.

Well i kinda forgot what else i wanted to post o.o

HAHAHA! oh wells till i remember haha!

The great pretence

There's no turning back

Poker

I lost cause i underestimated my adversary and i was too greedy. I all in-ed and i lost. What have i done, i have lost too much thinking i could gain smthing. Apparently not. I played poker with my life and i lost, thats worst than playing with money.

The feeling losing cause u got tricked is indescribable and it just sucks.

Cold Fear

I feel the cold of night but i will not be fortunate enough to feel the warmth of the day. Without hope there is no reason to live. Without friends there is no joy. Without relationships there is no companionship. Without trust there is no friendship. Without love there is no existence.

Come to think about it now, the thought of people being really nice infront of you but being extremely mean to you behind your back is the scariest thought. I do not fear death but i fear the unknown.

The tongue is extremely influential and can affect the most minor of things to the most major things in this world. Think before you speak, words spoken cannot be undone and neither can the effects. I have experienced this first hand and from a spectators point of view. Neither is a good sight. God gave us a brain for a reason, so seriously some people need to start using it.

We would not need faith if we knew what was gonna happen.