There's a missing person in this family portrait =(

I still cant help but wonder what it would be like if u were still around. Would we still quarrel or would we have matured and learnt how to love each other. Would u ask me for a guys opinions? Would i ask u for girls opinions? Would i be who i am today if u were still around? Would i still be that bad temepered brat i used to be? When u left i learnt so much, there are so many ifs. But i would really like to know how things would have turned out if none of that happened.